if i hyperfixated on the bear, no i didn't (new fic!)

[nyame002]

as if the dream of you, it sleeps, too (8587 words) by icouldnotsee
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Bear (TV 2022)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Sydney Adamu/Carmen "Carmy" Berzatto
Characters: Sydney Adamu, Carmen "Carmy" Berzatto
Additional Tags: Self-Worth Issues, Past Abusive/Unhealthy Relationships, Mostly Canon Compliant, Sexual Coercion, hard being a teenage girl and also hard being 27, being a woman‚ being a woman
Summary:

Her first thought is, grow up. After the blow-up, she thought every white boy with shaggy black hair was him; she was paranoid, she saw his face in cracks on the sidewalk, when she looked at trees the wrong way. She went back to New York for her summer of eating, and even though he was upstate and it was five years later, she just thought, he’s going to know I’m here, he’s going to feel it, God’s going to come to him in a dream and send him to me so he can call me a selfish bitch.